It's Over

I can't believe it's over. October 30, 2013 was the day when my heart was shattered into pieces. It feels like my whole world crashed. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to get up. I'm so broken.

I watched the livestream of GMA where they confirmed the break up and I silently cried and sobbed  in the corner of the room after I watched it. I felt like I lost everything. Nick, Joe and Kevin are not just an inspirations to me. They are my heroes.... my everything.

Right at the moment, I want to hug all the Jonas Fans who felt the same way. Others don't have any idea how devastated I am today, only Jonas Fans understands. I feel them. We feel each other.

But in the other hand, I want to thank Nick, Joe and Kevin for making me who I am today. I'm so thankful for the great memories. And thankful for gaining new friends from this awesome fanbase who I also considered as my family.

Honestly, I never thought I will become a big fangirl until the Jonas Brothers entered in my life. They made color in my boring life. Their music makes me feel wonderful. And whenever I get sad, their soulful songs heals my broken heart. Since then, their songs became a drug to me. I was addicted to it and I cannot bear to live without it. 

The Jonas Brothers really made a huge impact in my life. But now that the band is over..... I can't help to be sad. Of course I was a fan for many years, I grew up with them so it's not easy to move on. And growing up with them was the best thing I've ever done in my life. No regrets. It's just sad that we're not going to see them perform together again on stage. I thought it will be forever but not all the things have happy endings and everything happened for a reason.

But I'm very very thankful and blessed that I got to see them live performing on stage once. October last year in Manila was the best time of my life... but October this year was worst ---- my favorite American band from New Jersey that I've ever loved for years...... is OVER.

Well as what they said "IT'S OVER FOR NOW" which might mean it's only temporary... that it will be just a break just like they did before.  I am not disappointed with them, I am THANKFUL. They might be over for now as a band, but not over as BROTHERS. And I respect every decision they made. I know that they care and love their fans so much so please don't think that they don't care at all. But for me, I will support them no matter what happens. You know what they say? "ONCE A JONAS FAN, ALWAYS A JONAS FAN" and I will never ever break that promise. How bout you?

Nick, Joe and Kevin will be always in my heart. I WILL LOVE THEM FOREVER.

THANK YOU JONAS BROTHERS!

                                        Credits to Marvin Tan for this awesome video!





P.S

The Jonas Brothers is over for now but it doesn't mean that this blog is over. I'm not going to delete this blog because this will be one of the things to remind me how much I loved the Jonas Brothers. I can't even believe that I have this blog for my fangirl feelings. Lol. But surely it will not be my last post. So see yah next time. :)

Peace. Love. Jonas

©LeanMiles