I can't believe it's over. October 30, 2013 was the day when my heart
was shattered into pieces. It feels like my whole world crashed. I don't
know what to do. I don't know how to get up. I'm so broken.
I
watched the livestream of GMA where they confirmed the break up and I
silently cried and sobbed in the corner of the room after I watched it. I
felt like I lost everything. Nick, Joe and Kevin are not just an
inspirations to me. They are my heroes.... my everything.
Right
at the moment, I want to hug all the Jonas Fans who felt the same way.
Others don't have any idea how devastated I am today, only Jonas Fans
understands. I feel them. We feel each other.
But
in the other hand, I want to thank Nick, Joe and Kevin for making me
who I am today. I'm so thankful for the great memories. And thankful for
gaining new friends from this awesome fanbase who I also considered as
my family.
Honestly, I never thought I will become a big
fangirl until the Jonas Brothers entered in my life. They made color
in my boring life. Their music makes me feel wonderful. And whenever I
get sad, their soulful songs heals my broken heart. Since then, their
songs became a drug to me. I was addicted to it and I cannot bear to
live without it.
The Jonas Brothers really made a huge impact in my
life. But now that the band is over..... I
can't help to be sad. Of course I was a fan for many years, I grew up
with them so it's not easy to move on. And growing up with them was the best thing I've ever done in my life. No regrets. It's just sad that we're not
going to see them perform together again on stage. I thought it will be
forever but not all the things have happy endings and everything happened for a reason.
But I'm very very thankful and
blessed that I got to see them live performing on stage once. October
last year in Manila was the best time of my life... but October this
year was worst ---- my favorite American band from New Jersey that I've ever
loved for years...... is OVER.
Well as what they said "IT'S OVER FOR NOW" which might mean it's only
temporary... that it will be just a break just like they did before. I
am not disappointed with them, I am THANKFUL. They might be over for now
as a band, but not over as BROTHERS. And I respect every decision they
made. I know that they care and love their fans so much so please don't think
that they don't care at all. But for me, I will support them no matter
what happens. You know what they say? "ONCE A JONAS FAN, ALWAYS A JONAS
FAN" and I will never ever break that promise. How bout you?
Nick, Joe and Kevin will be always in my heart. I WILL LOVE THEM FOREVER.
THANK YOU JONAS BROTHERS!
Credits to Marvin Tan for this awesome video!
P.S
Peace. Love. Jonas
©LeanMiles
